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Fanfiction - Beauty and the Beast.
Title: Heart of Darkness. Fandom: Beauty and the Beast – Disney - General Characters: Belle, Beast, Gaston. Prompt: Dark. Word Count: 6135 Rating: NC-17. Summary:
“She can hear the joy in his voice, cold and sharp like the knife he
probably still holds.” What if Gaston hadn't fallen off the tower? Author's Notes: Contains non-consensual sex and violence. I blame the writing workshop for daring me to do it :P
She
helps the Beast climb to the balcony, praying Gaston’s aim isn’t as
good as everybody claims. Belle knows she’s just fooling herself, but
she’s too scared to think anything else. She tries to convince herself
this isn’t happening. The Beast is not wounded, falling to his knees,
whispering her name with the voice of a dying man.
And Gaston is not following, knife raised for another another strike.
“Please,
don’t!” Belle begs, trying to stand between the two men. Gaston pushes
her away effortlessly and stabs his enemy again. The Beast roars.
Gaston laughs. Belle screams. When she rushes to the Beast’s side once
again, Gaston does nothing to stop her. They all know the Beast is not
going to make it after this.
The Beast raises a paw to caress Belle’s face. His one word comes in a ragged whisper.
Run
How can she do such thing? She cries and begs him to stay with her. She needs him, she...
“It’s
over, Belle,” Gaston says behind her. She can hear the joy in his
voice, cold and sharp like the knife he probably still holds. Such an
awful thing, his pride. Maybe she’s next. She should probably care. But
she refuses to aknowledge anything but her dying Beast.
When
she says nothing, Gaston’s hand falls on her shoulder, turning her
around to face him. From the corner of her eye, she sees the rose, once
so alive, now dying. Only one petal remains now.
“It’s over,” Gaston says again. “He’s dead. Nothing stands between us now.”
She laughs as she stands up, his hand still on her shoulder. It’s a sad, mad laugh. “What makes you think that?”
Gaston
smiles through his confusion. “You are just tired, Belle. We’ll go back
to the village now. We can get married tomorrow. Everything will be
perf--”
“I am not marrying you.”
His smile vanishes. “Don’t... You are mine now!”
She spits in his face. “No matter what you do, I’ll never be yours!”
Belle
knows she’s getting more than a “Have it your way” now. Still, the slap
is almost a surprise. He starts to drag her away from the balcony,
toward the West Wing. She cries, reaches out and scratches his face in
a vain attempt to free herself. Big mistake. He pushes her, straddling
her as they fall. Her head hits the floor with a loud thud and for a
moment the pain won’t allow her to think straight. Gaston’s face is
blurry under the pain and the rain falling on her face. But his hands,
so big and strong as they rip away her clothing, are perfectly clear.
She screams and tries to push him away, but it’s a battle she’s already
lost. He hits her again and again until she stops. It’s not the beating
that shuts her up; it’s his eyes. They’re ice, stone, iron, shining
with madness and bloodlust. She’s only seen such A look on wild
animals, like the wolves who almost killed her that winter night months
ago. The Beast can’t save her tonight.
He’s laughing now,
undoing his breeches with one hand as he removes what remains of her
dress with the other. She can’t stop him and she doesn’t know if the
pain she feels now comes from the way he takes her or from her heart
breaking. He claims her with painful thrusts and harsh words, calling
her his over and over. And the blood flows. From the scratches on his
face. From her lips. Between her thighs. Maybe she’ll bleed to death
and it will all be over. Maybe she died when she hit her head and she’s
in hell now, where Gaston rapes her for all eternity.
Only a few
feet away, eyes a warmer shade of blue watch helplessly. Such a short
distance, but it might as well have been a mile-wide chasm. Oh, God,
the Beast! Bleeding to death, so close and so far away, this cruel,
dark picture the last thing he sees as his life fades. His mind racing,
trying to will his body into action to help her, his heart breaking as
he realizes there’s nothing he can do anymore.
And then it’s
over and Gaston falls on top of her, groaning and gasping, his lips on
her cheek, soft and gentle. It is worse than the violence.
“Mine,”
he repeats before slipping off her. She closes her eyes and hugs
herself for a moment in a vain attempt at comfort. She’s naked,
bleeding and shaking as she reaches out, guiding herself by touch and
feeling alone, looking for something to cover herself. Her fingers come
across soft fabric and she pulls it closer, wrapping it around herself.
It’s only when she’s covered that she realizes it’s the Beast’s cape,
ripped away during the fight. She buries her face in the fabric,
wishing for death to come, take her to the Beast. Gaston’s steps move
away from her, but not too far away. Just close enough to...
Belle
looks up. He stands by the Beast’s body, knife in his hand. There’s no
way he can take the head with such a weapon, but there are body parts.
It would be all a matter of breaking the bone in the right place. And
Gaston is taking a trophy home anyway.
No. He can’t...
Clutching
the cape around her body, she throws herself at Gaston’s feet. She
couldn’t save the Beast from a painful death. But she won’t allow him
to become a broken piece of Gaston’s trophy collection.
“Don’t!” she sobs, and her voice is raspy and shaking. “Please, Gaston. Please...”
For
a moment she truly believes he’s going to lunge at the Beast and dig
the knife into the dead flesh. But he only smiles. He’s got Belle on
her knees, begging for mercy. He believes she’s finally broken.
And maybe, Belle thinks as he helps her to her feet and leads her out of the West Wing, he’s not too far from the truth.
Behind them, the last rose petal falls.
*
Maurice
is following the objects up the stairs, towards their Master’s room. He
knows something’s wrong. And his heart is heavy with anguish. They all
stop when they see two figures approaching. Gaston and Belle. His
daughter wears a long purple cape around her, her hair curtaining her
face. Through the wet chestnut strands, Maurice can see blood and fear.
His hands close into fists as he takes a step towards them. The objects
do the same. They are not letting this man take Belle away.
“Stand back!” Gaston orders the old man and the objects.
“Release her!” Maurice demands to Gaston. He’s about to stand between his daughter and the hunter when Belle speaks.
“Papa,
please! I can’t... Not you too.” She looks at the castle’s servants,
all armed and ready to stand up for her. She, the one who brought death
and chaos to their lives.
Maurice gasps, for he suddenly knows
they’ve lost: somehow Gaston defeated the Beast and it’s now taking
what he considers rightfully his.
Belle glances at the
approaching objects. She shakes her head and tells them to stay away.
No more people will be hurt tonight because they love her. She was once
a prisoner in this castle to save one she loved. History repeats itself
now. But this time, it’s a hundred times worse. She realizes too late
now how much she loved her Beast, and how in all his initial cruelty
there was nothing compared to the Hell Gaston represents now. And as
Gaston leads her out of the castle and on his horse, she isn’t sure she
doesn’t deserve such punishment.
*
There’s a hero’s
welcome waiting for Gaston. They all gather in the tavern to praise his
strength and bravery in facing the monster that threatened their
village. Now they can sleep at night, knowing they’re safe from the
Beast.
If only Belle could see that. Poor Belle, shaking even in
Gaston’s embrace, her gaze lost as he talks of the future, the
wonderful life he’s going to give her. Her lovely face is bruised and
she clutches a long purple cape around her. Gaston puts an around her
shoulder, pulling her close to him. She pushes him away, her eyes
suddenly wild and mad.
“Don’t ever touch me again!” she
exclaims, her voice harsh, unfamiliar to everyone. “You... how could
you?” She turns towards the people gathered around them, a prayer in
her eyes. “He was kind and gentle... He didn’t deserve to die. Please,
you have to believe me...” Her voice breaks and she hides her face in
her hands, sobbing.
No one speaks at first. They’re not sure
what to make of this woman, so ungrateful at her savior, so insane in
her defense of the Beast. Some start whispering. She’s gone mad, poor
thing. One or two dare say those three words no one ever speaks aloud,
but can’t help think about after Belle’s first words when asked about
if the beast was vicious.
Maison des Lunes.
Gaston finally speaks, his voice cool and gentle as he addresses Belle.
“You
are just tired, dear,” he says, gesturing towards Madame Leprince, the
bartender’s wife. “You need to rest. I’ll come see you in a few
moments, after I finish making the arrangements for our wedding.”
She
looks at him and opens her mouth to reply but says nothing. Something
about the way Gaston looks at her makes her follow Madame LePrince
without a fight. Gaston doesn’t wait for her to be gone to address the
villagers.
“She’s having a hard time right now. The beast
killed her father, you see... ripped him apart right in front of her
before I could stop it.” He sighed again. “ She needs time to recover
and I’m going to be there. Still, I’d give anything to make sure her
father was safe...”
There is a slight edge to his voice on those
last words, an insinuation that makes Belle stop suddenly at the foot
of the stairs and turns her head slightly towards him, just for a
second, before following Madame Leprince.
*
Maison des Lunes.
She
should have known better. Of course they don’t believe her. They never
will. They never saw the goodness IN the Beast, the wonderful, gentle
creature she grew to love. To them, Gaston’s good looks and strength
deserve their undying devotion and trust. She thinks of Gaston’s words.
I’d give anything to make sure her father was safe...
Papa...
Gaston would kill him. If Belle still refused to marry him he’d go back
and kill her father. And he would lock her away. Would being locked in
the asylum be worse than becoming Gaston’s wife? Probably not, but as
long as she lets Gaston win, her father and the Beast’s servants will
be safe.
While she thinks about this, Madame Leprince speaks
softly to her, a sponge in her hand, gently dabbing at Belle’s face and
neck. Belle’s eyes fill with tears as she thinks of the blood and
bruises concealed under the cape. She suddenly longs for a bath, even
though she knows there is not enough hot water and soap in the world to
make her clean ever again.
The sponge barely grazes her left
cheek and she winces. Madame Leprince frowns, but her voice remains
calm in a vain attempt to comfort her.
“That monster really hurt you,” she says.
Belle almost smiles. “Yes. The monster did.”
*
By
the time Gaston comes to see her, Belle is sitting on the edge of the
Leprinces’ bed, dressed in a nightgown two sizes too big, the cape
carefully folded and lying on her knees. Her hair falls over her face,
concealing all traces of pain and anger. Gaston kneels next to her,
cups her chin in his hand and pushes her hair away. There’s no love in
his gaze. It’s all about the pride. He wanted the most beautiful girl
in town. Now he has her, possesed under rain and thunder and the eyes
of the one she truly loved.
For a moment, she thinks about doing
something, yelling, asking for help. Then she remembers how much
everyone loves Gaston. It would be hopeless to expect the villagers to
believe her story.
So she meets his gaze with a heavy heart
and a grim purpose. The Beast is dead, her father is gone, but she is
with the man who made everything happen. And he’ll pay. Somehow, she’ll
make him pay.
*
The wedding is small, intimate. Only the
priest and a few of Gaston’s closest friends are present. And the
Laroux sisters, sobbing hysterically, wishing one of them was the
bride. Belle would trade places with them anytime. She’s scared, fear
and pain beating loud in her chest, telling her to run before it’s too
late. She didn’t run when he told her to. And she can’t run now.
The
priest declares them husband and wife and she finds herself looking up,
admiring her dashing husband’s face, or so the witnesses believe.
She’s actually looking at the sky above them. It’s a beautiful, cloudless day, the sky a perfect shade of blue.
Like the Beast’s eyes.
Belle can feel the pain burning, turning into deep, dark hatred as Gaston kisses her.
She’s doing this for him. And for her father. And for everyone whose life has been changed forever because of her mistakes.
*
It
rains that night. How proper that the sky should cry, Belle muses. She
has no tears left. Gaston is all smiles and sweetness as he undresses
her. He’s talking but she can’t hear him, her mind drifting away to a
world where such horrors don’t exist. A place where she reads
Shakespeare and the Beast’s voice is a husky whisper with childlike
glee as he asks her so many different questions about the books she
loves. Yes, there was so much goodness in the Beast. She used to
believe there was at least a little bit of good in everyone. Gaston has
proved her wrong.
Belle feels as if she’s floating above the
bedroom, watching herself and Gaston from above. He’s the one doing
everything: touching, kissing and thrusting. She just lays there, eyes
closed, the perfect bride. No use fighting him now. He might not slap
her again, but there are so many areas that clothes can conceal just so
the villagers can’t see the bruises. Besides, she’d rather let him have
his glory now, let him think things are going his way.
Then he’s
done, slipping off her and gathering her in his arms. She can’t help a
shudder, but he mistakes it for cold, rubbing her arms and pulling the
blankets over them. She stares at her hand over his chest and briefly
wishes she was strong enough to dig her nails into his body, crack him
open like an egg and let him bleed to death as she watches. She could
even start with his throat first, let him choke on his own blood, her
dark gaze the last thing he sees as his life dims. She imagines a
hundred different ways to torture and kill, all bloody and violent and
just what he deserves.
And Gaston smiles, mistaking the trailing of her fingers over his muscles as a clear sign of admiration.
*
The
next morning she finds herself in the garden behind Gaston’s cottage,
enjoying a few moments of sun and silence. Gaston stands nearby, always
vigilant. He might see himself as the winner now, but he’s still
cautious enough to keep an eye on his wife outdoors. Belle has the
feeling one or two of his friends will be keeping watch by the cottage
“in case Belle needs something” during Gaston’s hunting days. Let them.
She’s not going anywhere until Gaston pays for what he’s done.
Belle
gathers flowers _ sweet smelling bundles of white, yellow and purple,
soft against her skin and with names she doesn’t know or can’t remember
at the time. There are also other plants she picks just to keep her
hands busy: leafy greens, dark berries and dried leaves. Gaston smiles
as he watches, too busy basking in the glow of his triumph to notice
the slight tension on Belle’s shoulders when he approaches her. Too
happy about having what he considers rightfully his to taste the hatred
in Belle’s kiss, or to see the cold, hateful purpose in her eyes as
they walk inside the cottage.
*
One time, Belle was
trying to reach for a book on the higher stacks in the library. It
wasn’t until she was close to the last rung of the ladder that she
realized how dangerously high she was. But she wouldn’t go back until
she had the book. She lost her footing when coming down and would have
met an unfortunate end at the ground below if the Beast had not been
there to catch her.
The moment she had been safe in his arms he
had held her against his chest. She could hear his heartbeat,
impossibly fast. His arms shook slightly as he set her down and Belle
got the feeling it wasn’t because of the impact of her fall. She should
have moved away a couple of steps once her feet touched the floor, but
she didn’t. And he didn’t try to push her away. His breath was warm
against her face and when she looked into his eyes, there was something
she’d seen before. The way he looked at her when they sat together and
read about knights in shining armor rescuing princesses, or stories
about impossible, bittersweet loves. She’d read about that look, but
never thought she’d see it in the eyes of the Beast.
It was then
that she realized how confusing her feelings were. He was her friend,
and she couldn’t be thinking of him in any other way. Except for the
parts where she did. How safe she felt in his arms! How much she
enjoyed the sound of his voice! How confusing her feelings were! It was
new, scary and good, something she had never felt before. All those
mixed emotions making her long for his touch, making her move closer as
they danced. She could have stayed like that forever, dancing the night
away with her Beast.
She should have stayed there. She should
have never returned to the village. She should have never allowed her
father to leave the village. She should have been clearer with Gaston
from the beginning, and maybe that way she would have been able to stop
tragedy for touching their lives this way.
Maybe.
Once
upon a time, she could appreciate what all the girls saw in Gaston. On
the outside at least. Tall, dark and handsome. It was the inside that
bothered her: vain, arrogant and unkind. Not what she wanted. Now that
she’s seen all of him, felt him hot and ravenous against her own body,
she muses how close she once was to true beauty. There is no beauty in
this union. She’s come to hate the sight of his naked body as he slides
under the covers next to her. There is nothing but pain and discomfort
in the way he takes her. He’s rough and quick, taking his pleasure with
harsh thrusts and a triumphant glint in his eyes.
And then there are the times when he kisses her neck after they’re done and whispers. “He never could have given you this.”
He’s right.
It’s
only when she knows he’s alsleep that she allows the tears to come. She
eventually falls asleep as well, dreaming of sky blue eyes and soft,
warm fur against her cheek.
*
Her chance for revenge
comes in the form of a present from Gaston himself. A book, of all
things. She almost laughs out loud when she reads the title.
Exterior Beauty - hairdo and finery by Madame Pourtoi.
“I
had the bookseller order it just for you,” Gaston says. Belle mutters a
thank you. She rarely speaks these days. Gaston doesn’t mind it too
much. A silent, submissive wife is alright with him.
She reads
it, for there is nothing else in the cottage. Some of the ideas in the
book make her shudder. Some are pretty amusing. And then she sees it.
Belladonna.
Deadly Nightshade. Used for the eyes, but also a poison. The
description of the plant makes her heartbeat race as she glances at the
flowers and leaves and berries she’s picked and placed all in one vase.
Purple flowers and dark berries.
And she knows what to do now.
*
Night
comes. She makes sure everything is perfect. Gaston talks of his day,
about his plans for their future. She’s learned to nod and smile just
enough to keep him satisfied. She can even massage his feet now without
a look of utter disgust ruining her perfect wife charade. And her mind
is on other things tonight. Like, for example, the deadly nightshade in
the second drink she will serve him. She knows he’ll take it in one
long gulp, just before going for his meal. He is in such a good mood
today. He truly believes he’s won.
Belle takes her seat in
front of him. She catches a brief glimpse of her reflection in a nearby
mirror (God, the man needs mirrors everywhere!). What she sees
makes her blood run cold for a second. The woman who glances back at
her is ruthless, dead inside, with only one purpose. It is what Belle
has wanted since Gaston destroyed everything she held dear. And yet a
little part of her still cries.
This is not right.
Gaston’s laugh is like thunder in her ears.
You are not him.
Belle
remembers briefly seeing Gaston crouching in fear and defeat, the Beast
standing in front of him, before Belle called her beloved’s name. The
Beast could have killed Gaston. But he didn’t. For her.
If you do this, he truly wins.
He
asks for another beer. She nods and stands. As she walks into the
kitchen, her mind is a battlefield of emotions, and she’s not sure
anymore who should win this one. She thinks of the Beast, lying under
the rain as Gaston raped her. Of her father, hopefully safe at the
castle, but so worried about her. Of the castle and all who lived
there. Home.
Gaston’s voice brings her back to reality. “Belle! Where is my beer?”
She
stares at Gaston’s glass, then at the belladona in its little glass
vial. She’s spent the afternoon boiling flowers and berries, almost
burning her hands preparing the poison that would avenge her loved ones
and set her free. She picks up the bottle with trembling hands.
“I’m coming,” she calls out. She serves the drink, holds the belladona over the glass. She can do this. She can...
No, she can’t.
She
places the belladona back in the table and picks up the beer before
going back to Gaston. As she watches him drink and eat, another plan
starts to form in her mind.
*
Gaston dreams of a bear.
It’s bigger than any animal he’s ever met before, and very powerful.
Before Gaston has a chance to raise his gun, the monster is all over
him, a cruel rain of fangs and claws ripping the hunter apart. And no
one comes to his aid.
He sits up straight as he wakes, a thin
film of sweat covering every inch of his body. He never loses, not even
in his dreams. Something is not right.
When he turns to Belle’s side of the bed she realizes what it is.
She’s gone.
*
Belle’s
feet hurt and she’s shivering, despite the cape around her shoulders,
by the time she reaches the crossroads. But she doesn’t stop. It’s too
late to go anywhere but forward now. She knows that trying to reach the
castle through the forest in the middle of the night is sheer madness,
but she doesn’t care anymore. Even the dangers of the woods are better
than another minute with Gaston. She thought she could do it. She
thought she could avenge the Beast’s death. She was wrong. Now she’s
doing the only thing left.
Shadows creep between the trees, taking menacing shapes. Belle does her best to ignore them, focusing herself on one thing only.
I
can’t die in the woods. I have to get home. I want to see Papa. I want
to see… I want to see his grave. I want to tell him I’m sorry. I want
to tell him I love…
One of the shadows steps forward, stands
behind her. She runs without looking back. Gaston has followed her. She
should have known it would happen. Before she can chastise herself
more, the shadow reaches her, calling her name.
And when she hears his voice she stops and turns, tears flowing before words can come out.
*
Gaston
pushes branches and leaves away as he makes his way through the woods.
That wretched, defiant girl! How dare she leave! No one makes a fool of
Gaston. She’s going to pay for this. By God, he’s going to find her and
make her pay for this rebellion. He will make that night at the castle
seen like a walk in the park compared to what he’s going to do to her.
He
suddenly hears her voice, low and broken by sobs. That makes him smile.
Silly Belle. Probably tripped and fell and hurt her ankle and is now
terrified, realizing what a mistake this was. Maybe he’ll be a little
more lenient because of it. Maybe.
He finds her sitting under a
tree, bundled up in the purple cape she brought from the castle.
Something is wrong. Gaston takes a step forward and Belle sees him. She
clutches the cape more tightly against her body as she looks around
nervously. Her gaze finally settles on Gaston.
“You made a big
mistake, Belle,” he says, taking another step forward. She makes no
attempt to run away. Has she finally given up? Or is she ready to
repeat the submissive wife act, pretend she’s sorry and beg for
Gaston’s forgiveness? Then she’s not looking at him anymore. She’s
looking behind him.
Gaston’s blood freezes, he stops breathing
for a second and he knows with a cold, cruel certainty that the Beast
is now standing behind him.
*
He spins around, rifle
raised, only to have the Beast snatch it away, then snap in half as it
was just a twig. Gaston swallows as the Beast steps forward. The
monster is in no hurry. He knows every second is a rush of fear
coursing through Gaston’s veins. The once triumphant hunter fall to his
knees, hands shaking as he raises them in a vain attempt to ask for
mercy.
“Please, don’t hurt me!” Gaston begs. “I’ll do anything! Anything! Please!”
The Beast scoffs, his head slowly shaking. “Too late for mercy,” he says, his voice so low and yet so clear.
Belle
watches them in petrified silence. She tries to to look away when the
Beast finally lunges forward with a roar. But it’s only when both men
fall to the ground that she can close her eyes. She covers her ears as
well, but the Beast’s roars and Gaston’s screams find their way into
her mind in a bloodcurdling whirldwind. She refuses to see what’s going
on, but her terrified mind fills her with images of death and agony.
She knows it’s a lot worse than what happened to her. For the Beast
makes sure Gaston pays for his crimes in the most painful, cruel ways.
And Belle can almost taste the agony in Gaston’s screams.
He
might deserve it, but it doesn’t mean she won’t stop shaking. The
screaming stops and she opens her eyes, forcing herself to stare at the
body, the town hero now just spilled blood, crushed bone and ripped
flesh in the middle of the woods, her Beast slowly standing over it.
*
By
the time he looks at Belle, blood covers the front of his shirt, his
face, his paws. His heart still beats with the rush of bloodlust, but
his mind slowly clears up, taking in what he’s done.
He doesn’t
regret his actions. He would have taken the entire village to save
Belle. But now when he looks at her, he realizes how much she has seen
of him in the last few minutes. So much violence. So much rage.
Yes,
he would have taken the village. That had been the one thought in his
mind as he made his way through the woods. Everyone had warned him that
he was still too weak, to wait for his wounds to fully heal. But he
wouldn’t listen. He wouldn’t allow anyone to join him either. It was a
dangerous plan and he didn’t want to risk anyone’s life but his own.
They watched him go, everyone fearing the worst. Everyone, except the
Beast.
He simply believed he could bring Belle back. Nothing else mattered.
He
had never expected to find her in the middle of the forest, her running
away when she felt a presence behind her, her stopping when he called
out her name. Their first encounter had been rushed and anxious As they
both realized they wouldn’t be alone for long. And now it is over.
Gaston is dead and they’re together. But at what price?
They
stare at each other in silence. He wants nothing else but to hold her,
let her know she IS safe now. But how can he step forward when she has
just witnessed his darker side come to life? She’s free from one
monster and is now facing another one.
“Belle...” he says softly, tentatively.
The
rest of his words are lost for a moment when she runs to him, her arms
around his neck and her face buried in his fur, not caring about the
blood. He holds her tight, wanting to believe they’re only trembling
due to the spent energy and the cold air.
“I’m sorry,” he
finally says, tears filling his eyes. “I should have been there for
you. But I just... I... Oh, Belle!” He closes his eyes, cursing his
wounds. He should have come to her sooner, regardless of how long it
took him. Who cares if he didn’t make it in the end, as long as Belle
was safe, away from that brute? He keeps on talking, apologizing,
saying loving words. Then she speaks, a soft whisper that silences him.
“You’re alive.”
Her
tears are warm, her hands silky soft against the back of his head.
There’s no fear in her eyes when she finally takes a step back to look
at him. Her hands move to his arm, feeling the muscles underneath the
clothes. He’s just a little bit thinner now after days (or was it
weeks? Months? Years?) of bed-ridden agony. And she can tell.
“You’re
alive,” she repeats, and her voice breaks this time. She can’t stop
crying now. And the Beast does nothing to stop her. He just holds her
close again, letting his own tears flow.
Everything seems to
fall together in place, dark and heavy on Belle’s chest, memories of
stormy nights and sunny winters. Of soft paws caressing her cheek and
human hands ripping away her clothes. Of husky sighs as she reads
Shakespeare and rich baritone laughter. Of true beauty and true
monsters. Of the thunder and lightning night she thought she died at
the hands on Gaston and the moment, just a minute ago, when he died
under a full moon to the the tune of his own screams.
She loses
track of how long they stand like this. But it doesn’t matter, for
they’re together now, the way it’s supposed to be. The second time they
break her embrace she moves away, towards Gaston’s body. He brought
this down on himself. And yet she knows she’s to blame somehow. He
thought once that he could truly have her and she never truly proved
him wrong until that fateful night.
Belle has no hatred left
for him _how can she wish harm on a dead body?_, but she can’t say
she’s sorry he ended up this way after everything he did. She will have
to live with it for the rest of her life. There’s nothing else she can
do.
By the time the Beast stands behind her, one large paw over her shoulder, she’s smiling for the first time since the battle.
“I want to go home,” she says.
He wraps his arm around her shoulder and leads the way.
*
At
first, no one finds it strange that their mighty hunter isn’t around.
He sometimes leaves for long hunting trips after all. But then a day
passes and people start growing uneasy. Especially LeFou, who knows
Gaston so well. He passes by the cottage, deciding to ask Belle about
it, only to find the place empty. Now he knows for certain something is
amiss. Search parties spread across the surrounding forest, armed and
very concerned. Maybe they just wanted some time alone, someone says.
But no one can shake away the dreadful, tragic feeling.
One the
dawn of the third day, they find him. These are some of the bravest,
strongest men in town after Gaston, but none of them can help feeling
sick after such A discovery. Jean, the blacksmith, falls to his knees
and throws up behind a bush. Michel, the merchant, has to rest his back
against a nearby tree and close his eyes, doing his best not to faint.
LeFou is the one who approaches the body first. He swallows hard and
breathes through his mouth, doing his best to ignore the gore and the
stench as he kneels by Gaston’s body, his hand resting against the dead
man’s cheek, the one that is not scarred and covered in dried blood. He
waves his other hand, doing his best to keep the flies away for a few
moments.
LeFou is also the only one who cries.
*
They
find the cape not too far from the body. LeFou remembers it wrapped
around Belle after Gaston rescued her from the Beast. Poor Belle, so
scared and so confused after what had happened. Gaston did his best for
her, married her and gave her a home.
Why did she have to
leave the safety of her house, go into the woods? They imagine her,
eyes wild and hair floating behind her like a dark veil, running away
from safety, too distraught by pain and anguish to realize what a
reckless decision she was making.
And Gaston, so brave and
noble. So willing to take her in, even when the town thought it was
best for her to be locked away at the asylum. They can see him as well,
running after Belle, trying to save her from herself and the dangers
lurking in the woods.
They can’t even begin to imagine what
creature killed them. Back when he came back from the castle, he loved
to tell anyone who would listen about the beast he had defeated. Oh,
what a horrible monster, with sharp fangs, cruel eyes and impossibly
large claws! And Gaston had killed it, saved the village from a cruel
fate. Whatever had killed him, it must had been even bigger, angrier,
stronger.
They had to believe that. Only something so powerful could have taken Gaston down.
*
The
sun shines upon them when they bury Gaston. The whole town is paying
their respects, crying for their lost hero. As the casket is lowered,
it starts to rain. How fitting, some say under their breaths, that the
sky should cry for Gaston’s demise as well.
*
Belle
watches everything in the mirror. She sighs with relief at the
villagers’ theories. They won’t be coming to the castle. Even if
someone believes the Beast is alive and had something to do with it,
they’re too afraid without Gaston’s leadership.
She places the
mirror back on the table just as the door opens and the Beast comes in.
He sits next to her, his paw on her hand. They smile at each other,
Belle resting her head on his shoulder, closing her eyes. This is not a
dream. When she opens her eyes, she’ll still be in the Beast’s arms,
and their eyes will meet, and she’ll wonder at how sweet and how loving
they are. They’re together now and nothing else matters. This is their
happy ending.
Outside the castle, thunder roars, and it’s no longer a reminder of Gaston’s laughter.
FIN
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